Re: Chapter 02: The Versant [ Day 03 | 2100 hrs. ]
Reply #43 –
"'Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds', said Oppenheimer. Human history, and now, that be mine. I have taken lives. Good lads and lasses all, because they made a mistake...they trusted me. God forgive me, but they trusted me, and I repaid them by killing them. I do wish now tha' I had died in th' Dominion War..."
- Sinead O'Riley, Cause and Effect
[ Lt. JG Sinead O'Riley | Biolabs | Main Research Hull | Precept-ship Versant ] Attn: @Auctor Lucan, @Numen, @steelphoenix, @SummerDawn, @patches, @Masorin, @YasyraTrill & @Fife
What have I done? What have I done?
The question repeated itself over and over again in her head, as she rocked back and forth, staring at Rihen Niyah's glazed eyes. Her neck twisted unnaturally around, looking lifelessly at her. There was no question, no doubt, about who did it. There was no one else here, but herself. She took the poor woman's life, and she couldn't do a thing to stop it. No, worse, she thought somehow that Rihen was a threat. Something had broken in her. Something even Vulcan training and teaching couldn't heal or suppress. Not this time.
“What have yeh done?” said her raw emotional self in her head. A phantom spirit of her own making. “Yeh killed th' wee lass, that be what yeh did. How does it feel? Hmm?”
She felt a familiar sensation of nausea as she was transported from the empty room, save for Rihen's body to...
[ Shuttle Bay | Deck 03 | USS Enterprise NCC-1701-E ]
...a Federation starship? Had she been saved? Rescued? Was it just a few minutes too late? She could have been spared from murdering a helpless woman that was under Starfleet protection?!? She wanted to scream. But something was off. She had only been a few days on the Theurgy, but it was enough to recognize the size differences. This ship was of a slightly older design. She heard Miles O'Brien's voice, and that confirmed it for her, seeing as the man looked a little younger than he should be looking, given the passage of years since the time she'd last seen him, as a child.
This was a holo program, and she was alone in the shuttle bay. If there were other abductees, they had either already left, or they were yet to arrive. Besides O'Brien and his officers at the table, all she could hear was some commotion from the shuttles.
“We are killers, yeh an' me,” said her phantom self, “th' only difference 'tween us is I make no lie about it. But yeh fool yerself, lass.”
“Sh-shut up...” said Sinead, softly, her body trembling, as she remained seated, her knees drawn up to her chest.
“Shut up, now, is it?” said the phantom in a sing-song, taunting voice, “Where be that typical load of crap yeh like t' spew at me? What was it again? Yeh are me, I am yeh, we be one an' th' same, aye? That be how yeh like t' put it.”
The phantom appeared to be walking around her, fists planted on hips, smirking down at her, “Oh how th' Mighty Sinead O'Riley has fallen. Blood o' innocents on 'er hands. Yeh didna know it before, but yeh do now, at last, aye?”
“Shut up...!” Sinead covered her ears with her palms, but it was a futile effort. The voice was in her head, not out here. It was very likely a side effect of the microchip in the brain, or a growing insanity. Chaos...
The last thought was not her own.
“Yeh shoul' thank these Savi. They confirmed fer yeh what yeh have suspected fer some time...” Sinead shook her head at the phantom's words, she didn't want to hear it said out, but the phantom was revelling in her misery, “Yeh are death itself. The Grim Reaper. Everythin' th' people in th' War said about yeh was TRUE!”
“SHUT UP!!!” Sinead shrieked at the top of her lungs, her head throwing back, eyes shut in frustration, “SHUT UP! GO AWAY! SHUT AAAHHP!!!”
The tears hadn't stopped pouring since Rihen's death.
She was the monster, but she cried.