Hello there
For those of you who still remember me and may be confused to hear something from me after this long time, yeah I’m still alive (I’ll not look how long cause then I guess I’ll start becoming depressive). Well alive is probably a little bit to optimistic. Let’s say my vital functions are still working well enough to write some words in English.
So if you may start thinking that the Corona Virus is the cause of my status right now, well then you’re right, but not cause I got infected. Five or four weeks ago the German government declared the quarantine and I didn’t cared about the whole Virus thing at all. It’s not dangerous for me so I stay at home play some Warframe and safes lives with that. At least I’ve thought one day like that till my mum called me and asked if I can help in the hospital. I knew they had to few nurses before and didn’t thought this would change after so I said yes and helped them. The problem was that the numbers of infected rose. The numbers of nurses and helpers didn’t. My working time increased due that after two weeks from seven to ten or eleven hours during a normal day.
(I’ve put this into a spoiler cause what I’m writing about right now was the most depressing experience in my whole life. I’ve mentioned the working time above because this alone would be a good reason for me.)
After week two died the first patient. I don’t know the full numbers yet and actually don’t want to either. The point is I got depressive there more and more and some days ago now even one of my co-helpers got infected too. He was on our intensive care unit and has survived it. Still the hospital has sent all volunteers back home due to this incident and the point is that I’m sad and happy about the fact that I had to leave.
But that’s it. I’m officially free now and from what I know the government is thinking about sending military doctors to hospitals in critical situations as well as flatting the curve shows some sort of effect too. So I guess what I’m trying to imply now is that I’m back and dammit I need something to do now the whole day.